this is fel. i do admit i hacked alleys deviantart.

im the one who created it.
im the one who can take it away.

but i am only suspending her term of being on here.
im not deleting it or whatnot.

i think that she needs to learn to grow up and get a grip.
i think she needs to let go of all her hostility towards me, well at least not letting it out on others.
yes i hurt her.
i do admit it.
but im not the greatest person.
and her harassment towards me is something i do not respect.
she contradicts her own beliefs.
shes too blinded by my fucked up life to live her own and practice her own beliefs of what it is to be a christian.

as most of you have seen.
her most recent deviation was really rude and offensive to me.
it has been reported several times.
but nothing had been done.
i found it rude, degrading, and very hurtful.
some of you may have agreed.
so i took it into consideration to delete it.

alley will get back onto deviantart when she learns to leave me alone.
i dont want to fight her.
i just want to live
instead of constantly feeling i need to kill myself because of her rubbing what i have done in my face.

so please i am sorry.
i will try to keep this updated with viewing deviations.
the artists she views shouldnt be hurt by what she has done to me


she just has been bringing this to deviantart of our issues.
when i have clearly stated, being a veteran to this site myself, that it is about the ART, not the ARTIST,
yes you may not agree.
but personal issues should not be brought to this site.
people view the art and dont need to be involved or view other peoples problems.
thats what angsty writing and reality tv shows are for.

so i apologize,
and have a nice day.